Things I’ve done/achieved in FY2011:-
1. ‘Survived’ a long year of endless work!
2. ‘Survived’ my birthday shooters night out at Clark Quay. (1 pint of beer, 1 set traffic lights, 7 shooters, ½ jaggerbomb & 1 waterfall)
3. ‘Survived’ the alcohol poisoning aftermath from the shooters night out. (*Diesel w apple syrup)
4. Make & lost friends.
5. ‘Met’ online scammers from FaceBook, TWICE.
6. Watched Wicked The Musical.
7. Watched Jacky Cheung’s concert.
8. Watched Show Luo’s concert.
9. Clubbed with Jaslyn at St. James after Show Luo’s concert.
10. Joined California Fitness Gym Platinum Club.
11. Borrowed Ady’s Canon 550D and did photoshoot at Jurong Bird Park.
12. Purchased LV bag.
13. Purchased & started on my first set of Shiseido White Lucent products.
14. Purchased Browhaus threading & tweezing package.
15. Travelled to Bali with Cindy, my sister and her friend, Sherry.
16. Played ATV, parasailing, seawalker, banana boat and jet skii.
17. Went drinking with random Balinese boys we met while ‘sea-walking’. (Bali-Hai & Bintang beer)
18. Dinned & splurged at Ku De Ta Bali. (4 girls, 4 mains, 2 appetizers, 8 drinks & 2 desserts)
19. Lived like a queen at Bali’s Villa – Uma Sapna.
20. Participated in The Newpaper Big Walk at Sentosa.
21. Went to Halloween Horror Night at Universal Studios with Cindy.
22. Lastly, (from Ady), down from 1 shirt size. ^_^
Friday, December 30, 2011
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Iridescent
Raining now with especially cold temperature in the office. Feeling so sleepy and yet had to endure with the sleepiness until 5.30 p.m. when I get officially off work. Had to switch on the fan to blow away the filthy gas my colleague just gave out while walking pass my seat. I shall not complain about his naturally strong body scent. It’s normal if you walk pass and burp once or twice. If u keep walking pass me and just keep on burping, something is really wrong with your digestive system. Suggest that you go and consult the doctor about it.
Work has become more and more [un]bearable in some ways. Friends around me are supportive with my decision which I had made since Day 1 but had been pushed back due to financial reasons. Now I have more financial reasons to stay on due to me brand-chasing purchases and gym membership. Not forgetting that I have to save up for my DSLR (Nikon D5100 or Canon 550D/600D) purchase and dream holiday. Estimate that I can pay-back one of my purchases fully by end of January 2012 with my 30% bonus, angbao money & salary. Gym membership had to be paid in monthly installments. But well, if I get the money, I will pay-back in full as well.
Speaking of gym membership, since I joined on 21 October 2011, I must say that I had been attending the BodyCombat classes which I really enjoy quite religiously. At times when I get frustrated or if I skip the class for a few days, I will actually ‘miss’ the class. The feeling that the only thing you have to do is just to kick, throw punches and you will sweat! The instructors were good except for one whom I shall name him Mr Anime.
Okay. So by now, I think all of my close friends would have known that due to work stress, I am down with a condition known as Alopecia Areata which is commonly called patch baldness. I was feeling really down for the first few months when the areas of baldness were discovered. I consulted my GP, went to see a unauthorized sinseh (who burnt my scalp with 灯芯 and made me cry like a baby which in turned made me turn ‘rebellious’ and refused to speak to my parents for the next couple of days) and finally, Dr Chio from NSC who diagnosed that my condition was quite serious and I had to go through the steroid injections for my baldness. Which is by the way, was super uncomfortable and painful. I spent time, concealing my baldness and lost all the confidence in myself and meeting others. Though I tried putting up a stronger front, deep down, I actually felt really sad and at some point I should say, depressed. I wondered what had I done wrong to make such kind of thing happen. So all the bad thoughts continued floating in my mind for sometime and I harbored random thoughts. Luckily, all theses while, friends around had been very supportive. Eventually those random thoughts disappeared and I just stopped thinking about how my life is. I thought of how I should or what I should do to make things better. It’s been 6 months since the first discovery of my patch baldness and I say my condition is pretty much settled now. New hair is growing well and I am sure with consistent workout, medicine & hair hygiene with stress control, I will recover well. With my thick and shiny black hair. And of course, the confident me.
I shall end this post with the lyrics from Linkin Park’s song, Iridescent.
Enjoy folks!
When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
(Multiple Voices)
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go,
let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
Work has become more and more [un]bearable in some ways. Friends around me are supportive with my decision which I had made since Day 1 but had been pushed back due to financial reasons. Now I have more financial reasons to stay on due to me brand-chasing purchases and gym membership. Not forgetting that I have to save up for my DSLR (Nikon D5100 or Canon 550D/600D) purchase and dream holiday. Estimate that I can pay-back one of my purchases fully by end of January 2012 with my 30% bonus, angbao money & salary. Gym membership had to be paid in monthly installments. But well, if I get the money, I will pay-back in full as well.
Speaking of gym membership, since I joined on 21 October 2011, I must say that I had been attending the BodyCombat classes which I really enjoy quite religiously. At times when I get frustrated or if I skip the class for a few days, I will actually ‘miss’ the class. The feeling that the only thing you have to do is just to kick, throw punches and you will sweat! The instructors were good except for one whom I shall name him Mr Anime.
Okay. So by now, I think all of my close friends would have known that due to work stress, I am down with a condition known as Alopecia Areata which is commonly called patch baldness. I was feeling really down for the first few months when the areas of baldness were discovered. I consulted my GP, went to see a unauthorized sinseh (who burnt my scalp with 灯芯 and made me cry like a baby which in turned made me turn ‘rebellious’ and refused to speak to my parents for the next couple of days) and finally, Dr Chio from NSC who diagnosed that my condition was quite serious and I had to go through the steroid injections for my baldness. Which is by the way, was super uncomfortable and painful. I spent time, concealing my baldness and lost all the confidence in myself and meeting others. Though I tried putting up a stronger front, deep down, I actually felt really sad and at some point I should say, depressed. I wondered what had I done wrong to make such kind of thing happen. So all the bad thoughts continued floating in my mind for sometime and I harbored random thoughts. Luckily, all theses while, friends around had been very supportive. Eventually those random thoughts disappeared and I just stopped thinking about how my life is. I thought of how I should or what I should do to make things better. It’s been 6 months since the first discovery of my patch baldness and I say my condition is pretty much settled now. New hair is growing well and I am sure with consistent workout, medicine & hair hygiene with stress control, I will recover well. With my thick and shiny black hair. And of course, the confident me.
I shall end this post with the lyrics from Linkin Park’s song, Iridescent.
Enjoy folks!
When you were standing in the wake of devastation
when you were waiting on the edge of the unknown
with the cataclysm raining down, insides crying save me now
you were there and possibly alone.
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
And in the burst of light that blinded every angel
as if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
you felt the gravity of temper grace falling into empty space
no one there to catch you in their arms
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
(Multiple Voices)
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go,
let it go
let it go
let it go
let it go
Do you feel cold and lost in desperation
you build up all the failures all you've known
remember all the sadness and frustration
and let it go, let it go.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
迷恋
最近迷恋上了电视剧的男主角。
超深情的！
或许是我天生就喜欢浪漫的爱情喜剧，总是喜欢看到男女主角最终能够在一起。
喜欢男主角对着女主角说：“别人高不高兴我不管！只要你能高兴，我就帮！”
或者是，男主角默默的守护着心爱的人那股劲儿，不顾一切的不让她受到任何伤害。
或是、深情地握住她的双手、并告诉她这辈子不会再放开那双手、会永远守护着她。
太浪漫了！
真是个花痴！
现实与戏剧本来就是相反的！
这般深情的男子，现实中，真的会有吗？
超深情的！
或许是我天生就喜欢浪漫的爱情喜剧，总是喜欢看到男女主角最终能够在一起。
喜欢男主角对着女主角说：“别人高不高兴我不管！只要你能高兴，我就帮！”
或者是，男主角默默的守护着心爱的人那股劲儿，不顾一切的不让她受到任何伤害。
或是、深情地握住她的双手、并告诉她这辈子不会再放开那双手、会永远守护着她。
太浪漫了！
真是个花痴！
现实与戏剧本来就是相反的！
这般深情的男子，现实中，真的会有吗？
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Life...
Have been filled with lots of challenges waiting for me to overcome, one by one, bit by bit.
Have been trying to stay optimistic when facing the challenges in life.
学会放下、给自己快乐！
I'm truly glad that I am blessed with some angelic friends who have not left my side when I meet with those tough decisions and choices. Friends who will support whatever decisions I made. Friends who will do their very best to keep me sane from the crazy things I face in life. Friends who will pull me away from those who are so WRONG in my life. In all, friends who are my gems and they certainly know who they are! ;)
I will be back to the blogging scene with lots of happy entries! (I hope to bring with me.) Spreading love and peace.
Have been trying to stay optimistic when facing the challenges in life.
学会放下、给自己快乐！
I'm truly glad that I am blessed with some angelic friends who have not left my side when I meet with those tough decisions and choices. Friends who will support whatever decisions I made. Friends who will do their very best to keep me sane from the crazy things I face in life. Friends who will pull me away from those who are so WRONG in my life. In all, friends who are my gems and they certainly know who they are! ;)
I will be back to the blogging scene with lots of happy entries! (I hope to bring with me.) Spreading love and peace.
Saturday, April 02, 2011
Dailies
and so, I'm officially 27 now. It can be quite depressing @ times but its true.
So, I had a blast for my birthday (Drink, Drank, Drunk), ended up having to get a jab from the doctors and stayed at home to recuperate for the rest of the day on my birthday itself! How sweeet?! (-___-") Went to KL for a short holiday and had a great time with Ms XY!
Got to know of a certain fact from Mr R which was tough for me to digest during dinner that night and just went ahead in drinking myself silly. YES! I can be that foolish! As what he told me, the earlier I get to know about it, the better. Can't actually believed that he actually noticed that I was disappointed when I realised that the person will also be joining us for the second session. Anyway, during the second session I got wild and drunk. (more than just happy bunny)
Life has been good for me so far. Because I have a couple of really good friends. Those who really cared and those, whom I can finally see, disappear when I'm in need. And I certainly hope to cherish them and their friendship even more. As for those who 'disappeared', I guess I just have to get them out of my life? H
ad a great lunch with Ms E on Wednesday @ Soup Spoon and we were just discussing about how tough it will be to be in my circle of friends. Or rather, to be classified as my Friend. Apparently, I had been treating someone who is nice out of my circle of friends loop.
It finally dawned on me on Friday that he should be included in my circle of friends when something happened and yeah, I just kind of got reminded of my talk with Ms E. Thoughts just kept flowing randomly. I was actually quite speechless when I got his 'feedback' and couldn't think properly for that moment. I am just very apologetic for the things I've said which had unknowningly hurt his feelings. Bought him coffee in the morning and was caught by him and he smiled as usual to me. The embarrassed me just looked away and feign ignorance. And yet, he is still showing concern and stuffs like that. Though lunch proved to be rather weird because of the 'fresh wound' but generally, he is still him and I thank him alot for that. Let's just say that maybe he is in my circle of friends for some time now but as what Ms Yh said, I'm always in denial. -shrugs-
So today was supposed to go Sentosa but the rain clouds were there in the morning and so the plan got postponed indefinitely. I spent the rest of the day tidying up my stuffs, doing laundry, watching DVDs @ home and catching up with the lost of sleep time. Was very tempted to initiate contact with someone for confirmation or rather, just go to him. But I had to bear in mind what Mr R told me about, i.e., Don't let him take advantage of you. Ended up sleeping my appointment time away @ home and I'm glad that I had not done anything to it. Because he dint initiate contact either. So generally, I'm glad I heed Mr R's advice.
I shall end my post randomly now.
So, I had a blast for my birthday (Drink, Drank, Drunk), ended up having to get a jab from the doctors and stayed at home to recuperate for the rest of the day on my birthday itself! How sweeet?! (-___-") Went to KL for a short holiday and had a great time with Ms XY!
Got to know of a certain fact from Mr R which was tough for me to digest during dinner that night and just went ahead in drinking myself silly. YES! I can be that foolish! As what he told me, the earlier I get to know about it, the better. Can't actually believed that he actually noticed that I was disappointed when I realised that the person will also be joining us for the second session. Anyway, during the second session I got wild and drunk. (more than just happy bunny)
Life has been good for me so far. Because I have a couple of really good friends. Those who really cared and those, whom I can finally see, disappear when I'm in need. And I certainly hope to cherish them and their friendship even more. As for those who 'disappeared', I guess I just have to get them out of my life? H
ad a great lunch with Ms E on Wednesday @ Soup Spoon and we were just discussing about how tough it will be to be in my circle of friends. Or rather, to be classified as my Friend. Apparently, I had been treating someone who is nice out of my circle of friends loop.
It finally dawned on me on Friday that he should be included in my circle of friends when something happened and yeah, I just kind of got reminded of my talk with Ms E. Thoughts just kept flowing randomly. I was actually quite speechless when I got his 'feedback' and couldn't think properly for that moment. I am just very apologetic for the things I've said which had unknowningly hurt his feelings. Bought him coffee in the morning and was caught by him and he smiled as usual to me. The embarrassed me just looked away and feign ignorance. And yet, he is still showing concern and stuffs like that. Though lunch proved to be rather weird because of the 'fresh wound' but generally, he is still him and I thank him alot for that. Let's just say that maybe he is in my circle of friends for some time now but as what Ms Yh said, I'm always in denial. -shrugs-
So today was supposed to go Sentosa but the rain clouds were there in the morning and so the plan got postponed indefinitely. I spent the rest of the day tidying up my stuffs, doing laundry, watching DVDs @ home and catching up with the lost of sleep time. Was very tempted to initiate contact with someone for confirmation or rather, just go to him. But I had to bear in mind what Mr R told me about, i.e., Don't let him take advantage of you. Ended up sleeping my appointment time away @ home and I'm glad that I had not done anything to it. Because he dint initiate contact either. So generally, I'm glad I heed Mr R's advice.
I shall end my post randomly now.